Sunday, April 28, 2024

Sunday Musings

   When I was an incredibly curious, still in diapers, little one, I would toddle after Dad to help him "fix" things. Mom quickly learned to make sure I was dressed in outfits that Mom did not particularly love, since I would typically end up covered in more grease than even Dad! Some of my earliest memories include crawling under the Jeep with Dad to hand him tools, tighten bolts (Dad would then give it the last little "Dad tightness check" while bragging on my strength), or squat down so I could intently stare at some little part  because Dad would tell me to watch it to make sure it didn't "run away." I trotted after Dad so often to help him repair buildings, vehicles, and the like so much, that some of my first words were "screw" and "bolt," and other similar words. I had complete faith that Dad could fix anything, from a car that would not start to a broken toy. And I was gonna help! 

  Today at church, Cole talked about how often we cheat God  and others out of a blessing because we let fear control us. We choose to listen to the fear, and end up getting in the way, panicking instead of trusting God and following His plan. Instead of being the child watching the bolt so it does not get lost, or handing our father the right tool, we are scared of messing up or losing. We forget that God has a plan for us, and that nothing  we fear is mightier than our God. We are so worried that we will lose the bolt we wasn't even charged with watching that we forget to hand our Father the wrench He is asking for. How often  have you not spoken to someone God asked you to, citing reasons such as "They'll think I'm crazy," "I dont' want to offend someone," or "That would be weird, I'm not gonna do that..." Or what about the times when God asks us to step out on faith, trusting that He will provide when the job lays people off, health care costs a fortune, or not a single plan goes right? Or when we are literally called to put our life on the line like Esther? As Mordecai told her, "..who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" Maybe whatever God is calling you to do, whether it be big or small, is why you are here at this moment. Think of David facing Goliath. David was considered to be an insignificant youth, and Goliath stood over 9' tall and had been fighting since he was David's age or younger. But David did not allow Goliath's size and skill, his own lack of experience, other's criticism and discouragement, or, frankly, common sense keep him from the path God had laid out for him. God called him to slay a giant, and David did so with ease because he had complete faith in God's deliverance and victory. I use to have that kind of faith, fully believing that God would take care of everything, just like my Dad could fix everything... where did that faith go? Now I worry about how to pay for medications, stress over events that have not even happened yet, and likely won't, or let doubt creep in when others say something is not my strength, someone else is better suited. Every so often that strong faith shows itself- but it isn't constant. Why do I let fear or concern over others' thoughts, or worry over things I can't control affect me so much? If it is meant to be, God will bring it to pass. But as Mordecai cautioned Esther, "...Think not with thyself that thou shalt escape in the king's house, more than all the Jews. For if thou altogetherest holdest thy peace at this time, then shall there be enlargement and deliverance arise to the Jews from another place; but thou and they father's house shall be destroyed: and who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" When we follow God's plan, He blesses us more than we could ever dream. Even if the blessing does not come in this life, following God's will is its own reward, and God does not forget our faithfulness and trust. Esther became a Queen so that she would be in the right place at the right time to have the right person listen to her to rescue the Jews. Due to her courage, she is credited with being the one God used to save the Jews from genocide at that time. She was born an ordinary girl, orphaned young, and raised by Mordecai. God placed her in a scary situation, ripped from her home, dragged to the palace, brought to the king for him to do with her as he pleased, so that she could gain the king's favor. And when her life and the lives of all the Jews were threatened, the king was enraged and a solution was found to save all. Sometimes what God asks us to trust and follow Him through seems small enough it won't have an impact, we seem too ordinary to make any kind of difference, or someone else would be a better choice, but God chooses you and me despite that. He has a plan, and it will all work out for His glory if we choose faith over fear, trust over doubt, and obediance over running away (I call them  Jonah moments). God has a plan- and who are we, the creation made from dust, to act like we know better than the Creator of us? The creation is not greater than its Creator. We definitely tend to minimize God, amplify ourselves, and let fear make us frozen. But remember- God calls you his masterpiece. He loves you and will take care of you. I look back and think of so many situations that were hopeless that led to a lot of growth, and blessings I beyond my wildest dreams. When I was in kidnergarten I had a t-shirt that said, "I know I'm special 'cause God don't make no junk!" God loves you more than you can fathom, you are his masterpiece, not junk. God looks at you and sees one of His favorite creations, a most beloved son or daughter, and probably chuckles at your attempt to tighten that screw with the wrong end of the screwdriver. A Father that loves that much is someone to trust. He will take care of us, protect us, and love us no matter how far away we run, or how often we lose that bolt. 

Monday, November 20, 2023

I learned a new trick!!!

 Well, rather a new stitching technique! 




Peppy was too much of a pretty boy for regular x’s to convey- this matches his pizzazz a bit better! 

Here’s a link to videos that helped me learn this!!!!


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fKtlUqie8Yw&list=PLtJMohWcOVbZRIjJlDN_F0M-0X4rgMSL_


I hope you all have been well! This day at work started off frustrating, but a bagel, nap, and, most importantly, stitching have made it much better!!!!! Things have gotten cold here- just a couple of days ago we were seeing 70s/80s, but that appears to be gone now… makes me want to grab a fuzzy blanket and my stitching! 

  Happy stitching!

  Emmy



Tuesday, November 7, 2023

Quick Update/Remembering Peppy


Hello friends! 

  This will just be a quick update! 

  As far as life goes, I’m full time as a paramedic again at the company I started at while I was in nursing school. I’m out in the county, which I love, and for a brief time, my partner was someone that I consider to be a very good friend. Unfortunately, there was a partner swap when the other crew on our shift announced that they would like to officially start dating (lots of drama there, so I’m not going to dwell on that). I miss my old partner, but for the most part love my coworkers in our county. Plus, my friend and I pick up city shifts together, and chat often! :)


My house is slowly coming along, but there is progress!!! I’ll try to post pics soon. 


I’m other news, Pepperoni, aka Peppy passed yesterday. His health deteriorated, and an infection was underrated, so my uncle made the hard decision to have him it down so he wouldn’t be in pain anymore. He got his favorite apples beforehand, and even gave me one last hug. One thing that helped was when he used the special whinny he only used to call Bullet, followed by his soft nicker. I’m sure Bullet and him are enjoying a wonderful reunion, and Banjo and him are playing tag now. I still am going to miss that ornery guy something fierce, he was definitely my buddy. 






  In other news, I’m working on a new project  I’m pretty sure there have been several since I last posted, but I doubt I finished any of them😣🤪, so they should crop up again eventually!

 My current project is Better Roads by Foxwood Crossing cross Stitch Designs  I’ve substituted the red for 817, I think that’s the only change, although I likely will stitch the horse to match Peppy’s colors.




And, to end on some cuteness: 




Smokey was actually quite happy with his costume. Ladybug was tired and begrudgingly agreed to wear it for a short time  Nala was not super thrilled, but allowed me take a few quick photos.

  Happy Stitching,

  Emmy



Tuesday, February 7, 2023

The Ozarks and Time

Hello Friends!

   It appears that the Ozarks can no longer tell time. Whilst riding in the back of the boo boo bus (we have a new guy today), I saw the sign outside of a sketchy looking bar saying “come celebrate the new year with us this Friday.”  I thought to myself, maybe it’s the Chinese New Year- Google revealed that nope, that’s done and gone. So either Sign Guy is drunk (likely), or I’m very confused and should probably be checked for a stroke (slightly less likely, but absolutely possible). 

  It’s rainy today, and I’m sure my hair is getting larger by the minute. How is weather where you are? Please tell me youns have been having a more exciting than myself! 


*Accurate representation of me today*

  Happy Stitching!

  Emmy

Thursday, December 15, 2022

Christmas!!!!

 Please tell me that I’m not the only one who is incredibly excited about Christmas, but struggling to decorate this year! The tree is up, but I’ve not dug out many of my decorations. I have started a new project though! 



It’s slow progress over the past few weeks, life has been hectic and there was a minor bug going around my family for a while. So far I’ve only stitched while at work- based on the minimal progress, you can tell how that’s been going! ;)


  My former project will be safely tucked away, probably until after Christmas. I can’t seem to keep from switching projects as often as Missouri changes her weather. Oh well, keeps things interesting! Here’s how Miss Autumn will be left- almost attired, but still invisible herself! 




I’m not sure if I’ve updated on my house for a while; my brain finally feels somewhat clear after the past year, so hopefully I’ll be less scatterbrained! My house is on pause while I wait to get done things figured out. The handyman I’d hired to finish most of it messed up almost all of the beadboard upstairs, as well as various areas downstairs, so he’s no longer working on the project. There was a lot of drama with that situation, but it’s hopefully settled down now. I’m hoping to find someone that can redo the messed up areas, as well as finish the rest soon. 
  The critters have all been well! I’m not sure how much longer the Christmas tree,  Pom Pom garlands, and other decorations have left on this earth though! 





Shopping with mom 🤣- I’m really hoping these guys don’t suffer the wrath of the kitties! 


They have been helping me get Mount Laundry knocked down… despite being specifically told to stay off of the clean towels…
Smokey has also been worried about my work schedule of late, and has forced me to slow down and smell the candy canes some! 



 I’ll try to share more soon. Please let me know what you have been up to!!!!!

  ~ Emmy

Thursday, November 3, 2022

Rest In Peace Banjo

 Today one of my best friends died. Banjo was an amazing, albeit ornery dog, who smiled every day, truly lived life to the fullest, and loved even more than he was loved. He loved me despite my faults and chose me to be his human. I really hope I made him as happy and loved as he made me. I’ll never forget him.  I miss you Buddy, and I look forward to when we meet again. Make sure to say hi to  Grandpa and Grandma, and give them a hug for me, I’m sure they will really enjoy having you with them! 












Saturday, October 29, 2022

Not a bad way

 To spend a Saturday morning!



  I’ll try to post a longer update soon, and tell youns about my friend’s Etsy shop. For now, I’m going to relax and enjoy stitching while posting in my boo boo bus :) I hope you are all well, and I have missed you! Enjoy your Saturday morning!

  Happy Stitching!

  Emmy